I nak betulkan apa yg org anggap beberapa hari ni. YES, it's true, I've moved on. I dah tak pandang belakang, I dah ada mission sendiri and I dah tak nak fikirkan apa2 yg dah jadi and buat I sakit hati.
Some people said to me "Baguslah you dah moved on, anyway, cepat kn you boleh lupa semua..."
Ehem, bukan boleh cepat lupa. Of course bila kita dah loved someone so damn much, then been sincere to him, shared everything, boleh ke kita nk lupa dalam sekelip mata. Hell, NO. Mmg tak kan lupa. I bukan ada penyakit hilang ingatan. Hehe.
Tp, utk diri I, it's about STRENGTH, DECISION and LOVE-YOURSELF-THINGY.
Kalau we lost someone sbb dia meninggal, that's a different story. If it's a forbidden love, that's another story.
But mine is I-KNOW-WHAT-YOU-DID-BEHIND-MY-BACK-PURPOSELY case. So, mmg more hatred than sadness for love lost here. And that's the reason why I boleh moved on. I've wanted to.
Hey2, sorryla if I nk weep over someone yg dgn heartlessnya decided to leave me, to ruin my life. What for? Betul x? Pendek kata, my heartache is my strength. I'm happy with my life right now. I was the best, and I'm still the best...but I'll make sure that I'll be better than the best soon.
Forbid things like sad tears, hopes, sweet memories and loneliness in my life right now.
I was not a strong woman, but, looking at myself in the mirror right now, I feel so amazed. I'm able to smile and to start a new life. I have no regrets and so over it.
I don't have any new guy in my life, but it's just me, myself and I.
Sometimes I wonder jugak, who's the next lucky guy yg akan dpt my 'Love Potion' nanti...? hehe.
Sometimes I wonder jugak, who's the next lucky guy yg akan dpt my 'Love Potion' nanti...? hehe.
But, honestly, I smiled a lot lately when I have these 3 things in my mind : his biggest mistake, his blindness and his regrets!
~ Hehe, sounds cruel? Someone is more cruel than that, for sure...;) *wink* ~
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